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   Hi I know it's been a while since I posted but things are really bad for me right now. I don't know how this might come a cross but I was wondering if there is anyone out there that prays? If so I need your help. My family has been having money problems for sometime now and we've been going bankrupt, but before we can finish filing my dad’s wages are being garnished by almost $200. This means that we will not be able to make rent this month and will be evicted. So what I’m asking is if you pray and your taking pity on us we could use a kind thought to the big guy. What I’m asking for is for my family not to be split up. Because if we lose our apt. my mom will move down to Roseburg with my grandma and my dad will stay here. I might live with my Brother and Sister-in-law but only till they move to Port Angelus, WA. So please asking Him to help me and my parents keep together. I would really appreciate it. Thank you.

  Well two days ago my brother called me and asked me if I was coming over this weekend to play AvP (Alien vs. Predator). Now just so you know my brother doesn’t do that. This is like one in a hundred for my brother. He doesn’t usually do that. The call only lasted like a 1 ½ min. but it was still funny to me.

   What gets me is that since I turned 18 he and I have gotten along better. And since he married Alex life has been very good for all of us. Well at lest between us. He and I are finding more things to talk about. And I try and learn from him a lot too. Ok got to go now I’ll have something to tell you later.

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 Well it looks like it only took me 20 or so days to come up with something to say to you all. Yeah! Ok well here goes.

 As you don't know I spend my weekends over at my Brother and sister's house. I try and help Alex with the cleaning since some of our other friends that come over don't do much I try and pick up the slack. Well anyway last night I was up till 7:30 in the morning cleaning the kitchen for her and doing laundry. It was kind of fun I had music to groove to and I got in to a good rhythm. Now mind you that doing this hurt my back like you can't believe. But it was all worth it to see the look on Alex's face when she saw it. That made it better.
 
 Something else we do on weekends is ether play D&D, Shadow Run, and now we've added Alien v Predator. Hehehehe now that's fun. Nothin' says "I love you" like massacring the other people in the game. :D My bother played all four races. Alex favors the Aliens. Mith Kaldaka (Alex’s room mate and our friend) played all four like Big Brother. As for me I favored the Marine Sniper. I loved just sitting there and shooting there asses from like 40 or 50 yard and the best part they didn't know where I was unless they used the special  vision to find me... but only if I could get a good spot to sit in before they got to me other wise I was one dead human.  All in all we spend all weekend laughing and playing.

As I found out my brother is rather impressed with my sniping skill and told me so. It's weird that his praise means soo much to me that when I get it I feel like I might bust with pride that I did something HE'S taken the time to point out not only to me but to others too. It made my week. He's proud of me.

Also Alex got me hooked on the game called Puzzle Quest and I've been talking about it to Wolvies_Wench and she bought it to play and now she's addicted too. Hehehehe ask me if I feel bad about it.

Well ok that's all I got for now I'll let you know if I come up with something to say again later.

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    Hello I know it's been a LONG while since I've posted it's because I haven't had anything really good to say. Well now I do.
     First ) I got back together with my High School Sweet Heart. Yes folks we're giving it another shot. I think it will work out this time. As long as we check with each other before doing something stupid.
     UPDATE: Nathaniel is sooo big now. He's started talking. His first word was ( and I kid you not ) Dragon. But with his daddy and an uncle trying to get him to say it I'm not surprised.
      Second ) I do not have a real paying job I lost it back in July. So since then I've been taking care of my parents. My mom has a degenitive nerve desies called Neuropathy. That means the nerves in her feet and hands hurt all the time. It's like having you feet go to sleep and it stings she feels that all the time. So I do lot of work for her. And now my dad has been diagnosed with Osteoporosis. That’s the one where your bones lose calcium.
Now for the BIG news.
     Today I was at a Powell's Books store and want to guess who I met? Laurell K. Hamilton!!!! That's right folks she was there signing books, and I got my two signed. The best part was I got to stand and talk to her for a few mins about righting and how we both like Villains that aren't sorry that they're bad. They revile in it. I got my two first edition Anita Blake Vampire Hunter books. I got Guilty Pleasures and Blue Moon.
   This was like the coolest thing that has happened to me in a long damn time!! The only thing that could be cooler was getting Viggo Mortensen's autograph.

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  Ok soooo lots have happened since last time I posted. First on a bad note I opened a new tooth and exposed another nerve. That makes 4 nerves and 6 broken teeth now and to make it worse two of the nerves are in the front and the other two are on ether side of my mouth. One on the bottom right and the other on the top left. I'm in all kinds of pain. So you can imagine what it feels like to have your teeth hurt your jaw hurt and all that makes your head hurt too. Yah! Fun fun. :( That part sucks.

  Christmas didn't go like I'd hoped. That’s when my tooth broke was Christmas morning... nice present huh? Well anyway my dad and I got in to a fight about dinner he didn't think it was going to come out right but it tasted just fine to the rest of us. He doesn’t like the holiday season much. Mom says it's because he can't get up presents because money is tight then. Christmas comes at the same time as out bills and rent is due. but I was at lest trying to enjoy what we could but all things considered it was hard.

  And on the note of my dad he's been in a lot of pain because of his back and his mouth too. His is worse than mine but he's more stubborn about it. He doesn’t think he should go to a dentist till I've been to one first but I'm not the one with a job that I need to go to and he's got some that are absest and infected. People can die from that kind of thing. So I worry about him.

   In other news, I stayed the night with Wolvies_Wench and we went to OMSI to see the Star Wars exhibit. It was cool. They even had people dressed up for it too. That was nifty. While we were there we went in to the gift some and got some SW stuff and she got me a little stuffer turtle. I was going to call him Carson but at some point it turned out to be Louie. And that's what it's stayed. He’s soo cute and soft, he little feet are magnetic too. I was having fun with it.
  After that we went back to her place and chilled then that night we went to a NLL game. The Lumberjax vs. The Bandits. That was cool too. We love watching them play. And I love the fighting. :) Hehehe I know I'm bad. But they're hot!!

   More on the happy notes Alex and my brother got married 12-31-06. It finally happened. It was a small wedding only 11 of us including bride and groom but it was still nice. They made a toast to each other and then I had to make one because 1 I was the made of honor and sister to the groom. By this point I was the only blood my brother had there. Our mom and dad had to get home before the toasting and cake thing. But since I didn't know I was going to be giving a toast I made it up as I went but that always seems to work for me and it was good... or so they told me. Any YAH I have a sister now!!! And soon the baby will be here and I'll be an Aunty!!! SQUEE!!!!! I'm a little happy can you tell? :D
 
  Any way well that's all I can think of to tell you about right now.

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  Ok you want to talk about big damn gap in time will I got it right here. Ok well after the bike incident I decided that it was so much fun that I’d try something like it again. This time it happened while I was capping with Alex, Chaos and Chaos’ family. I was walking with a friend back to out camp, it was dark and I couldn’t see the fire pit that was apparently in front of me. Well you guessed it I hit the damn thing and hurt my self bad. Both my shins were scratched up I hit my thigh and my chest. I’m proud to say at lest I didn’t cry till later. The one of the burse’s was the size of a silver dollar the other was an inch wide and an inch and half long the one on my thigh was almost three inches and the one on my chest was two inches long. Now I did all this about the end of June, now here it is November first and I still have the burses. The ones on my chest and thigh are no longer visible but the ones on my shins are.  But as it turns out my shins and chest bone are still bruised. My chest gives me the most pain. It hurts when I list things with my right arm or laugh hard or breath wrong. So with that in mind.

  Alex and my brother move in to they’re own home. And I’m the one that unloaded ¾ of the U-Haul by my self. I know I know not the smartest thing I’ve done but I know as much as it hurt I would have been in more pain if I have helped take things up stairs. I was in pain for the next three days but I got bragging rights, so my ego was happy with that. Silly I know but it’s the little things. Ooh speaking of little things,

  Alex is pregnant!!! Yep that’s right she’s having a baby. We all think it’s a boy. I’m just glad there’s a baby at all. J I keep coming up to her and putting my hand on her tummy. We’ve been getting all kinds of things for the baby and they’re new home.

  Well there may not be another post for a while the net is off at my place right now but as soon as it’s back on you’ll be the first ones annoyed by me. Well got to go. I need to get back to rescuing icons. :D I saved about 4,358 so far. Not much I know but I’m doing my part. Lol talk to you later.

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   Ok last time we talked I told you that my B-day was coming up well it’s come and gone and now I’m 22. The weekend of my B-Day we went down 23^rd and came back the 27^th. And the whole thing sucked!! Well except the part were my uncle took me and Alex and one of my cuzs shooting. I got to shoot an M1 Grand AKA M16 and another very big gun but I don’t know what it’s called. My Uncle called it Myosin Ngrant. But who the hell know all I know is that it was fucking cool. My Uncle told my mom that he was impressed with my shooting. That made me happy.
  Well the week before my B-Day I hit a car so I was in a lot of pain all the time we were there. I bruised up my left leg and my face messed up my right eye and frelled up my right arm. But I’m better than my bike. My dad wasn’t happy about the bike thing. Oh well at lest I didn’t brake anything right? Well I think I’d better get back to my other task. Later.

  It happened just out side of one of my favorite restaurants. I knew I shouldn’t have gone but she sounded so upset. What could I do?  Now here we sit just sipping our drinks not saying a thing. She shifts uncomfortably in her chair, which isn’t that unusual for her. I wonder does that horses ass of a husband know that about her? I doubt it. He just likes the appearance that she can give, asshole. I didn’t like him then and I don’t like him now. She’s shifting again.
       “ Narcissus will you quit, if you keep moving around you’re going to ware a hole in your dress.” I say trying to lighten the mood. Success she smiled.
       “ Sorry James I’m just having trouble thinking of a way to say what I want to with out it sounding desperate.”
  She says staring at the table.
       “ I find that being blunt works just fine in times like these.” I take another sip of my drink when she said the on thing I never expected.
      “ I want you to help me have a baby.”
   You know in the movies or in cartoons that when someone is told something that shocks them they spit what they were drinking out. And it has that cool spray, ya I did that perfectly. Narcissus seemed to have anticipated this because she moved back. Smart girl. She always could anticipate my moves better than anyone. I guess that’s what made us great lovers.
          “ Excuse me? Did you just say what I thought you just said?” I croaked out. She looks at me and says it again.
         “ You heard me. I want you to help me have a baby.” She sounds more confident this time. I’m in shock. I just sit and stare at her.

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   Ok sorry I haven’t posted in a while but things have been running all over the place getting ready for Christmas and all. We had 8 people in a three bedroom apt., you can imagine the fun there. Well a lot of good things did happen over Christmas. My sister Alex came home. Yay!!! So happy I’ve missed her something fierce. Well I hope you all had a good holiday. I know I did. I got a few things I really wanted. Like I got Serenity the Firefly movie. And I got the script book to it too. And I got the Lord of the Rings DVD Trivial Pursuit game too. I think that was the toper on the gifts thing though my brother gave me a $50 gift card to Tower Records. I got three soundtracks. Enough of what I got if you really want to know just e-mail me and I’ll tell you.

    My friend cherokeent was able to come for Christmas and that was really cool he and I stayed up all Christmas eve talking and playing games. Then Christmas day we went to see The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe Alex came with us too. My brother got one of the two soundtracks for Christmas and I bough the other but I stole his from him he he he. I got the soundtrack to A Nightmare before Christmas. I love that movie. And the ST to HP 4 that’s really good too. What other music did I get…??? Oh I got the new Enya CD from my dad, what’s funny about that is that I got the same thing for him.

   I know I said I wasn’t going to tell you what all I got but I have to tell you this. I have a thing for angels and all my friends and family know this so my dad, adopted mom and dad and Wolvies_Wench all got me and angel thing. Dad got me a statue of two angels sitting together on a cloud. My adopted mom and dad got me porcelain angle doll. She’s a redhead with blue eyes, which looks like me right now. But she was sooo pretty. I cried when I first saw here.

    Sorry I’m going off. It’s been a while since I talked to you and now I’m just rattling on and on. Ok you didn’t need to make that face I haven’t been talking that much and you could have stopped reading long ago but then you’d never know the point to any of this is you did stop. And it’s like a train wreck or a car accident you can’t help but look. In this case read.

    Wow I have talked a lot. I guess I just like typing on my brothers’ laptop. He he sorry. Well it’s late and I’m feeling sick. Night.